I thought it would be helpful to have a sense of the developmental process in reaching your goals of healing and weight loss. Let's take a look at how it goes.
Chaos
Regularity and
Structure
Stability
Detox
Practice
Success
Chaos
Chaos is the starting place for most of you. You may be way out there, or you may be high functioning chaos artists. But the tone is
always the same. You feel hopeless, out of control, desperate, inadequate, and impatient. You can't remember instructions, you want to get started and people don't understand what is going on for you.
You feel the problem is the sugar. Or the problem is your weight. And the feelings are so bad, you have to do something RIGHT NOW!!!! You are a true drama pup and feel like you can't
start, can't stop, and you are crazy.
You eat irregular meals, lots of sugars and carbohydrates, you may binge, drink little water and either exercise rarely or exercise compulsively.
You have tried a thousand diets. You have lost weight and gained it back a lot. You
are tired and terrified. You hold your breath at even the idea something might work. You want to do it all, and you keep putting it off.
You are in the right place. The program can help you.
Regularity
and Structure
You start the program. You work on breakfast. Breakfast becomes habitual. You like the feelings it brings. You write your journal. Sometimes you forget, but mostly you remember. You don't yet use the journal as a detective, but you are gathering the information and resisting the idea less.
You manage to eat three meals a day. You have protein at each meal. You have a potato every night. You take the three vitamins every day. You are still having sweets, but eat them with your meals. You eat whatever fruits you list but notice them and write them down. You have started increasing your water and find you rather like it. You are thinking about the idea of exercising.
Stability
You have started to feel the routine of regular meals. You have breakfast every day and find that if you miss it, you notice right away. You like how you are feeling. You are sleeping better. You are resisting the idea of the program less. Things start
working. You notice how much caffeine and/or aspartame you use. You begin to reduce them slowly without being impulsive or reactive along the way.
You are still writing diligently in your journal. You are now getting interested in what your journal says. What can it teach you? What is the connection between food and feelings, anyway? You start eating brown things rather than white
refined flour products. Whole grains, brown rice and oatmeal creep in and you find you actually like them.
You still have fruit, but find it is becoming more and more a normal part of your diet rather than a desperate alternative to the sweets you think you should be eating. While you haven't really focused on the sugars, you find that the bag of M&Ms you used to have instead of
lunch doesn't have the same charm when eaten after dinner.
You are less frantic about searching for your stash in the evening. Mr. Spud is a friend by now. And you are starting to think that the idea of going off sugar may not be so scary after all.
Detox
You pick a date and know that you are ready to just go for it. The day arrives and you don't have sugar, you don't have alcohol. You feel excited. You feel that maybe this time you can do it. You still have breakfast; you guard yourself a little more tightly.
You are using your food journal as a valuable aid in your process. It alerts you to danger or slippage. But your focus is on the SUGAR. Finally, the bogey man is going to go. Day four comes; you are cranky but intrigued. It's a day and you are ready. And then, and then day five. You wake up and realize you just passed through the sugar barrier. You are on your way.
You hold this place now for a while. Part of you is itching to go with losing weight. You actually may have started losing. Or you may have gained some. This makes you a little nervous, but you trust the process. Something is happening here. You aren't quite sure what or how it is working so powerfully, but you are hooked.
Your food is steady. Your energy
is up. Your sleep is working. You are pleased and excited. And if you are not, you know what to do. Back to the journal. Back to the forum. Let's figure it out. It's not overwhelming; it's just functional. You are in charge and you know what to do.
You have been sugar free for a few weeks. Yes, yes, that is weeks, not days. And now you are ready to start your diet plan. But you are
willing to listen. Wait for six months on steady we say. You no longer fret. You know it makes sense. Get skill, get stable.
You are no longer frantic and are starting to enjoy this. You have some goals. You have a sense that you can start the things to get you ready for weight loss.
Practice
You are reducing the amount of fruit you have. Browns are steady. You start increasing the greens. Veggies become your friend and if not your friend, at least you have learned how to cook them. You eat them regularly.
You have increased your water to the ounces that equal 1/2 your body weight. The potato is a regular part of your routine. Steady, you are steady. And you have started exploring your other options from that steady place.
You go into the support modules regularly and work on the extras like defining your style, reflecting on feelings, getting
your support network refined, exercising, and looking at what will help you hold the diet.
A funny thing is happening. You kinda like this process. You are less impatient. You like how things are unfolding. You are ready now for the weight loss.
Success
After all this time, you are ready. Not frantic, but ready. At the base, you understand what you are doing. This is not hit or miss or desperate. It is informed and intentional. You understand the biochemistry of it all. You don't throw away the spud because it is too glycemic. You aren't counting calories.
You have a good relationship to your scale. You are doing some exercise every day. You are on your way!
