: Please can you help me. I am a
: recovering alcoholic seven months
: sobriety. Since I have stopped
: drinking I have found that I'm
: completely addicted to sugar.
: I read Kathleen's book potatoes not
: Prozac and immediately understood.
: I have been doing the breakfast
: now for four weeks and feel I am
: ready to start doing my journal
: although I think this will be the
: hardest part for me as I hate
: writing diaries for anything that
: commits me to many times a day.
: Since I have started doing breakfast
: I seem to have been eating so much
: more sugar. It's almost like I
: have permission to continue eating
: as much sugar as I like. My
: addiction is getting far worse.
: I went to an Aa meeting tonight and
: on the way there I ate 3 packs of
: toffee I had already eating
: chocolate biscuits puddings and
: other rubbish all day and very
: little healthy food other than my
: breakfast which consist of a
: protein shake with bananas
: strawberries and oats.
: In the meeting I'm starting to feel
: very unwell sick headache shaking.
: I have to leave the meeting when I
: got outside I realised my life was
: again unmanageable and this time
: it was not the alcohol it was the
: sugar I need to stop this now.
: My first reaction is to try to detox
: sugar immediately I am piling
: Weight on and feel desperately
: unhappy at also feel ill I am
: scared I will get diabetes heart
: disease or many other illnesses if
: I don't stop straightaway.
: However if I follow the program on
: the steps I am only just starting
: STEP2 which could mean I am many
: many months away from the sugar
: detox and I feel I need this very
: soon if not immediately.
: Is it okay to go straight to step
: three at the same time of STEP2 at
: least then I will feel I have a
: little control over this and will
: only be eating sugar with meals.
: Does anyone have any advice
: please.
: I am due to go to ranch in October
: and can't wait to meet you guys
: anything that can help make my
: life more manageable before then
: and take away this fear would be
: so helpful. Thank you so much
Hi
I definitely would not rush through the steps for Ranch. Your mental and emotional state would be like this And other people would react to you like this. Then they would hurry and buy you some sugar and caffeine!
The first year I went to Ranch I was not off sugar and caffeine. People were very good at keeping me supplied though. I did have a few moments where I felt sad and cried, a few moments where I felt left out and or freakish. But, it was all biochemical and everyone was so supportive and kind. Even though I was on step 3, I was totally transformed by coming to Ranch and my program improved 100%.
Keep going at a slow and steady pace and you will reap rewards unimaginable to you right now. I sure did.
Dori