Since menopause, mother's death, and not having a job; I am addicted to everything not good. I am not addicted to drugs and alcohol, but the internet, sugar, TV. I waste everyday. I am not paying the bills, exercising, doing the laundry, cleaning the house, looking for a job or anything productive. I use to be productive but I just keep getting deeper into an abyss.

I have tried the program, but I just give up. I don't have money for classes, but I did buy the book. I am a vegetarian and I have will power not to eat meat, but then I eat sugar. It seems difficult to get the protein required in the program. I am getting fat, tired, and discussed with myself. Honestly, should I try this again? Will it work? How do I make the right decisions before I ruin my health. My son and husband don't say anything to me about it.

Debbie