Hello Everyone,

I am just sitting here at work. I can't concentrate and I just wanted to share with you guys. I am having the hardest time accepting the fact that I have an addiction and that my life is going to have to change completely if I want to get better. I don't want to have to give up ice cream and white rolls for the rest of my life. I just want to be normal!!! I just want to be able to enjoy those things with everyone else. It really is so hard to think about when I do make the change for good, how my life is going to be different. How are cookouts, office lunches, and dinner dates going to be different? How can I walk past a Cold Stone without going in? I feel so overwhelmed right now!

Hannah