Re: Journal breakthrough (Day #30)

Kari

I know exactly what you mean, no one in their right mind would mean it when they said "I'm done with this program," sugar can be a fate worse than death for sugar sensitive people. But sometimes, it can feel tough to carry on, or work out why it's not working the way we think it should, we just have to be patient with ourselves. It would be ok if psychological and biochemical were the same thing, everything would line up and we would be patient and fine with ourselves. We are lucky to have the knowledge of biochemistry at all, when I mention the reason to people for things, they say, "Oh that's psychological," and I think "yeah well if this were psychological, I would have thought myself out of it years ago" lol.

Love

Jane
xx

: Jane - I know I said I was through at
: that moment but I think it was
: said out of anger and frustration.
: I know I could never live with out
: this program. I see how I feel
: when one meal is off. I could
: never go back to how I was before
: the program and I don't want those
: around me to have to go through
: what I put them through as well.

: Kari