Bless you, biscuit buddy. You can do this, and you can do it for yourself and your mom, too. I loved that you said you'd tasted radiance and your body remembers. I know just how that feels. I've had a few shafts of light come into my awareness just like the old days the past few days. It's been wonderful and such a good good memory.

May your mom rest in peace.

Cheers,
sky