I think you are on to something there! lots of us have this going it alone thing. Its just part of our biochemistry. You have lots of understanding here, not alone any more

Its fantastic you posted and I hope you can post some more - did you know there is a list as well for those dealing with alcohol - its the Recovery list and you'll find it under the make connections tab.

first step to 'living' as you say... breakfast... are you doing breakfast at the moment?