: heres what helped me:
: Posting Every day. Somewhere - for me
: I chose forum, is there a place
: you feel at home? Its that
: connection that just does
: something magic. 
: Listening and sharing, joining in..
: noticing someone elses breakfast,
: sharing my own. Asking for help..
Thank you Mosaic I tend to like to read what everyone else posts and hide myself away sort of. I tend to be more of a thinker. I read a book where the author described people as either the babbling brook (everything pours out of their mouth as soon as it pops into their mind) or the dead sea (people who think a lot before they speak and don't necessarily have to say a lot). I err toward being more of a dead sea sort of person and so it is a slight challenge to post regularly. I go through times where I sort of often feel blocked against joining in. Could that be a sugar sensitive symptom for some people?
That is just what I have been thinking that I need to do differently this time. I often go inward when I an having trouble which makes it easy to slip over time because there is no input from others and I can kid myself so easily. So I have been thinking that this time I will aim to post regularly (aiming for every day).