Jeffery I used to binge too. I wanted it to stop. I did the steps, keep trying. I trusted the ones who had gone before me. I stopped worrying avout the sugar and worked on the steps. If I wanted sugar I had it. I got up the next day and did the steps/did the food. Came to the forum, asked questions and got help. Slowly.......the binges got less and less. slowly the sugar got less and less as I healed my body. This program works. But you have to work the program. Hope this helps, how is your breakfast? Chloe

Well I tried to eat the same amount
: of sugar every day at the same
: time and it worked for a while.
: Then I was off for two weeks on a
: horrible binge. I can NOT control
: this. Once the sugar is in my
: body, the addiction takes over and
: then I am completely without
: limits. I did manage to eat
: breakfast the morning after every
: day and that was a minor miracle.

: So now i am day 4 off sugar with all
: the attendant feeling awful I
: rather go through the pain of
: withdraw then have another cycle
: of super binges. it seems to be
: the lesser of two evils. I am
: working on Step 2 now and not
: saying i will never eat sugar
: again, but I hate being in this
: state of limbo. I am not punishing
: myself, and want this program to
: work. However I can't imagine
: eating sugar in any kind of
: controlled way.

: Jeffrey